Tuesday, April 04, 2006
W H A T i F
WHAT iF --> i HATE THiS WORDS SO MUCH...i HATE THiS WORDS WiTH PASSiON!..i HATE iT..i HATE iT..i HATE iT...HiNDi LANG SYA WORD...iT'S ALWAYS A THOUGHT iN MY HEAD...EVERYTiME NA NAiiSiP KO ANG MGA GANITONG BAGAY, SOMTiMES i WiSH i HAD A POWER LiKE ASHTON KUTCHER AT THE MOViE "BUTTERFLY EFFECT"..i MEAN, DON'T GET ME WRONG, i LOVE MY LiFE RiGHT NOW, AND iF GOD WiLL GET ME ONE MORE SHOT AT THiS, ALL DO iT ALL OVER AGAiN[JUST WiTH A LiTTLE TWiTCH THEN & THERE]...EXHiBiT A:
THE STORY:
ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO i GRATUATED HiGH SCHOOL...i WENT TO COLLEGE FOR ONE SEMESTER..i PRETTY MUCH JUST HAD FUN, KASi i KNOW THAT i AM LEAViNG FOR THE STATES iN A FEW MONTHS, SO WHY NOT JUST HAVE FUN RiGHT?...i TOOK THE COURSE NA i DON'T LiKE, SO BASiCALLY PA "PETiK-PETiK" LANG..GiMiCK DOON, GiMiCK DiTO..HECK i DON'T EVEN LiKE THE SCHOOL..NAG ENROLL LANG AKO DOON PARA MAKATiPiD KASi i KNOW NA AALiS NA AKO...i FAiLED ALMOST ALL THE SUBJECT..EXCEPT FOR ENGLiSH, FiLiPiNO, P.E., AND MY MAJOR...HAHAHA...SO ALAM KO HiNDi NA KO BABALiK iN THE SAME SCHOOL FOR SECOND SEMESTER..SO WHAT i DiD WAS, i WENT BROWSiNG FOR ANOTHER SCHOOL..THiS TiME, i WANT TO TAKE NURSiNG AS MY MAJOR[WHiCH WHAT i REALLY WANT]..i TOOK ALL THE TEST, BLA BLA BLA..SO THE ONLY THiNG TO DONE iS TO ENROLL..BUT MY MOM CHOOSE NOT TO ENROLL ME BECAUSE WE GOT OUR ViSA..AND SHE SAiD THAT WE ARE LEAViNG THE COUNTRY iN JANUARY '03...BLA BLA BLA...SO i JUST TOOK 2 MONTHS OFF TO GET READY AND WHAT NOT!..BLA BLA BLA...WE LEFT MANiLA, JANUARY '03..i WAS ONLY 16...DiTO PALA SA STATES YOU HAVE TO BE 18 TO GRADUATE HiGH SCHOOL, KASi MERON SiLANG MiDDLE SCHOOL, AND WALA TAYO..SO I WENT BACK TO HiGH SCHOOL AND GRADUATED JUNE '04..WENT TO CONTRA COSTA COLLEGE...AND i'M TRYiNG TO MAJOR iN NURSiNG..WHiCH HEAVEN ONLY KNOWS KUNG KELAN PA AKO MATATAPOS...
THE WHAT iF:
WHAT IF... i DiD ENROLL FOR THAT SEMESTER..EH DAPAT iNiWAN NA LANG NiLA AKO SA MANiLA, AND DAPAT GRUMADWYT NA KO NGAYON YEAR OR MAYBE NEXT SEM...SANA PAGDATiNG KO DiTO NURSE NA KO...HiNDi NA KO MAHiHiRAPAN SA PAPERS KASi MERON NA KO DiBA?...
BUT:
OKAY LANG..KASi KUNG NAG-ENROLL AKO..EH Di iiWAN NiLA SA PiNAS...EH Di HiNDi DAPAT MARARANASAN ANG MGA NARANASAN KO DiTO DiBA..i MEAN, MATURiTY WiSE...
itsjusthance wrote on 1:30 AM.
