Tuesday, February 28, 2006
LAGi MO NA LANG AKONG DiNiDEDMA

ASTiG!...DAYMM..i WAS WATCHiNG THE FiLiPiNO CHANNEL TWO SUNDAYS AGO..i THiNK iT WAS ASAP FANATiC OR SOME SHiT LiKE THAT..TAPOS THE THEME FOR THE WEEK WAS PiNOY BANDS...SO i WAS LOOKiNG FORWARD TALAGA THE WHOLE TiME, KASi i FOUND PiNOY BAND APPEALiNG TO ME!..THE MUSiC iS JUST GREAT!..MAYBE BECAUSE i LiVE HERE iN CALiFORNiA, AND i AM LOOKiNG FOR MORE COMFORTiNG MUSiC, BUT THAT'S NOT THE CASE, KASi i LiSTEN TO ALL GENRE OF MUSiC..HiP HOP, R&B, ROCK, SLOW JAMS, NAME iT i LiSTENED AND i ENJOYED iT iN DiFFERENT OCCASiON iN MY LiFE...ANYWAYS, i WAS WATCHiNG BAND AFTER BAND PERFORM..i LOVED EVERYONE OF THEM SPECiALLY ORANGE AND LEMONS, THE ONLY SONG THAT i KNOW FORM ORANGE AND LEMONS WAS 'PiNOY AKO'[WHiCH i LOVE]...TAPOS MADAMi PANG BAND!...RiVERMAYA PERFORMED TOO[GOSH, i LOVE RiCO BLANCO]...AND THEN, ALL OF A SUDDEN THiS BAND NAMED 'ROCKSTEDDY' iS PLAYiNG..i TOLD MYSELF, 'GOSH NAMAN, SUPER DAMi NA NG OPM BANDS NGAYON, SOBRANG DAMi NA NiLA, PARANG PAREPAREHO LANG NG TUNOG, i CAN'T TELL KUNG ANONG BAND NA'...THEN, i SAW THE LEAD VOCALS, I TOLD MY MOM 'DIBA Si PiKOY YUN FROM SUGO?'...YOU MiGHT FiND iT BADUY OR SOMETHiNG PERO, SiNCE WE HAD GMA PiNOY TV, MY FAMiLY iS SO HOOKED...SPECiALLY ENCANTADiA, AND SUGO...i NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON RiCHARD SOMETHiNG[SEE HiNDi KO PA ALAM YUNG LAST NAME NYA]...HE DOESN'T APPEAL TO ME!...EVERYONE FOUND HiM CUTE, BUT NOT ME!...DON'T GET ME WRONG, THE BOY HAS THE LOOKS, BUT iT DOESN'T APPEAL TO ME LANG...HE iS TOO GOOD LOOKiNG FOR ME TO HAVE A 'CRUSH' ON HiM...SO YEAH 'PIKOY' iS THE LEAD VOCALS OF THE BAND ROCKSTEDDY..i ALWAYS FOUND HiM FUNNY, AND ADORABLE ON TV..SO WHEN i FOUND OUT NA HE iS iN A BAND AND HE SiNGS..WALA NA, i AM NOW TOTALLY iNLOVE WiTH HiM!..HAHAHAA...FUNNY HUH?...BALiW TALAGA AKONG TAO!...i MEAN i DON'T L-O-V-E HiM...i L-U-V HiM[iT'S A iNSiDE JOKE]..SO YEAH i LOVE THE THEiR SONG LAGi MO NA LANG AKONG DiNiDEDMA[i CAN'T RELATE TO THE SONG PERO i FOUND THE SONG SO CUTE] SO HERE iS THE LYRiCS..SANA MAY US TOURS SiLA...

Matagal ko ng gustong malaman mo
Matagal ko ng itinatago-tago 'to
Nahihiyang magsalita
At umuurong aking dilaPwede bang bukas
naIpagpaliban muna natin 'to

Dahil kumukuha lang ng tiyempo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh..

Matagal ko ng gustong sabihin 'to
Matagal ko ng gustong aminin sa'yo
Sandali, eto naAt sasabihin ko na
Ngayon na, mamaya
O baka pwedeng bukas na

Ngunit kumukuha lang ng tiyempo
Upang sabihin sa iyo

(spoken:) Mahal kita pero hindi mo lang alam Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan Ayaw mo naman itanong sa akin Kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw At hindi ko rin naman sa'yo sasabihin Kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa Hindi ako kumikibo, hindi ako nagsasalita, wala! Pero hindi ako torpe Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sa'yo ng harapan Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam Hindi mo ko titignan, hindi rin kita titignan Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman Lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman At araw-araw tayong magdededmahan Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko Nais kong magkaalaman na Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan Kasi alam kong dun din naman ang tuloy nyan At dalawa rin lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan, oo o hinde Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na At hindi na magka-tsismisan pa Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin

Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam
Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam
Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan
Mahal kita, kahit lagi mo na lang akong dinededma

Monday, February 27, 2006
HAVE MERCY

i'VE BEEN WANTiNG TO WRiTE THiS ENTRY FOR THE LONGEST TiME...i'M JUST KiDDiNG...JUST A WEEK OR SO MAYBE...FiRST, THE LANDSLiDE iN LEYTE...AND THE iNFAMOUS 'STATE OF EMERGENCY' SiTUATiON iN THE PHiLiPPiNES, MY HOMELAND!

THE LEYTE LANDSLiDE

i AM DEVASTATED WHEN i HEARD ABOUT THE TRAGEDY THRU FLASH REPORT iN GMA PiNOY TV...iT WAS ABOUT 2 AM, AND i WAS WAiTiNG FOR THE REPLAY OF ETHERiA...AYUN NGA MY iSANG BARANGAY NA NATABUNAN DUE TO THE LANDSLiDE, AND THE TOP iT ALL 100+ KiDS, AND TEACHERS WAS STUCK iN A SCHOOL BURiED DEEP UNDER MUD...RESCUE WORKERS FROM PHiLiPPiNE NAVY, PHiLiPPiNE ARMY, RED CROSS, ETC. AND VOLUNTEERS FROM OTHER COUNTRiES iS HELPiNG PARA SA SEARCH AND RETRiVAL OPERATiON PERO AS FAR AS i KNOW UNTiL NOW WALA PA DiNI SiLANG NAHUHUKAY NA BUHAY FROM THE SCHOOL...iT iS HEARTBREAKiNG FOR ME, BECAUSE ALL i CAN DO iS HOPE AND PRAY NA MAY MALiGTAS...HOPiNG FOR A MiRACLE!

"STATE OF EMERGENCY"

HAii PiLiPiNAS ANONG NANGYARi SAYO?..i WAS iN MY MOM'S WOMB WHEN THE FiRST PEOPLE POWER HAPPENED..i DiDN'T KNOW SHiT!...i WAS 15 YEARS OLD WHEN PEOPLE POWER II HAPPENED...MADAMi NA AKONG ALAM, MADAMi AKONG NAiNTiNDiHAN, MADAMi AKONG GUSTONG SABiHiN...i WAS POLiTiCALY AWARE...NOW i'M 19 YEARS OLD, LiViNG iN THE LAND OF THE MiLK AND THE HONEY...HiNDi NA AKO MASYADONG AWARE SA POLiTiCA NG PiLiPiNAS...THE ONLY TiME NA NAKAKARiNiG AKO NG NEWS ABOUT THE POLiTiCS iN THE PHiLiPPiNES iS HABANG NANOOD ANG MOMMY AT DADDY KO NG NEWS THROUGH TFC AND GMA PiNOY TV...PERO i UNDERSTAND THE SiTUATiON VERY WELL...i THiNK GLORiA iS NOT DOiNG TOO GOOD OF A JOB...i THiNK SHE iS iN A BiG POWER TRiP...DECLARiNG A "STATE OF EMERGENCY" iS A TOTAL BULLSHiT FOR ME!...HiWALAY HiWALAY NA NGA ANG MGA TAO SA BANSA NATiN..NGAYON MAS HiWALAY PA...iLANG EDSA PA BA ANG KAiLANGAN NG PiLiPiNAS PARA MAGBAGO NA ANG SiSTEMA?...

LORD HAVE MERCY!

Saturday, February 25, 2006
WHOAA..WHOAA..WHOAA...POLiCE

LAST NiGHT WAS RHYME'S BiRTHDAY PARTY CELEBRATiON!...iT WAS THE OFF THE HOOK!...FiRST, DAHiL COMPLETE KAMiNG LAHAT!..AS iN LAHAT!..COMPLETE ANG TROPA!..EVEN DEWEY AND JORGE WAS THERE!...

SiNUNDO AKO Ni KYLLE NG MGA 7 PM...WE WENT STRAiGHT TO VALLEJO, BUT FiRST WE WENT TO SEAFOOD CiTY TO BUY THE BiRTHDAY CAKE!...TAPOS WE WENT STRAiGHT TO RHYME'S HOUSE...ANDON NA Si NELLY, ViJAN, RHYME, ERiC, KAYE AND YUNG PiNSAN NiLA GALiNG PiNAS NASi KUYA BONG...NAG-START NA PALA SiLANG UMiNON NG MGA 4 PM..DAMN, SO PAG DATiNG NAMiN Ni KYLLE DOON HAii NAKU SYEMPRE KAiLANGAN NAMiNG HUMABOL SA PAGiNUMON!..SO AYUN NA NGA!..BUD LiGHT MUNA KASi YUNG HENNESEY DAW PANG MAiN EVENT!...AND YOU KNOW HOW MUCH i HATE BEER!..PERO HiNDi NAMAN AKO MAKATANGi KASi MEDYO TiPSY NA Si NELLY AT HiNDi KA NA MAKATANGii...ALAK DiN YUN KAYA SiGE TULOY iNUM LANG NG iNUM!...

DUMATiNG Si BADONG, SHY, AND iCE..AYUN NAG-UMPiSA NA NiLANG BUKSAN YUNG HENNESEY!...NAUBOS NAMiN YUNG 2 MALAKiNG BOTE!...DAMN!, MGA ALCOHOLiC TALAGA KAMi!...DUMATiNG Si ROCHELLE, PERO PAGDATiNG Ni ROCHELLE LASiNG NA Si NELLY, ViJAN, AND KYLLE!..Si KYLLE NGA NAG PAST OUT NA NGA SA ENTERTAiNMENT ROOM!...

MGA AROUND 12 AM...DAMN, MY POLiCE NA PUMASOK SA BAHAY!..SHiT NA POLiCE NA NAMAN KAMi!..NAGSUMBONG YUNG MGA KAPiT BAHAY DAHiL SOBRANG LOUD NAMiN!...TAPOS SiNCE ME, iCE, AND KYLLE iS UNDER 21 KAiLANAGN NAMiNG MAGTAGO SA ROOM BECAUSE WE MiGHT GET iN TROUBLE, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO DRiNK iF YOU ARE UNDER 21[WHiCH iS A TOTAL BULLSHiT!]..SO AYUN, PUMASOK NA LANG KAMi SA LOOB NG HOUSE AND THE PARTY STARTED RiGHT THEN AND THERE!..OH YEAH!...HUMABOL Si MALOU!..DAHiL YOU KNOW BiRTHDAY Ni RHYME!

i THiNK RHYME HAD THE BEST BiRTHDAY EVER!

Friday, February 24, 2006
HAPPY BRUFFDAY RHYME!

HAPPY BiRTHDAY RHYME!

iNUMAN LATER AT YOUR CRiB

Thursday, February 23, 2006
FUN...FUN..FUN...

i HAD FUN TODAii...AS iN SUPER FUN!...FiRST, ROCHELLE, KUYA AND i WENT TO DMV AT VALLEJO KASi KAiLANGAN NI KUYANG MAGRENEW NG LiCENSE NYA...THEN WE KUMAiN KAMi SA MOBiLE MEXiCAN TAQUERiA, FiRST NA iLANG AKO KASi PARANG NAKAKAHiYA NAKiKiTA KA NG LAHAT NA KUMAKAiN SA LABAS NG MOBiLE, PERO THAT WAS THE BEST MEXiCAN FOOD i EVER TASTED iN MY WHOLE LiFE SUPER SARAP!..i ORDERED BURiTTO WiTH ASADA NO BEANS WiTH RiCE[STEAK BURRiTO]...HAii NAKU SUPER SARAP NYA TALA THE BEST!...TAPOS SiNUNDO NAMiN Si AMPHY KASi PAPAGAWA NYA YUNG CAR NYA!...TAPOS NAG GROCERY SHOPPiNG KAMi DAHiL PAPAKAiNiN NAMiN SiLANG LAHAT FOR DiNNER...i FiNALLY MET MiMi, JUN ADDiNG'S NEW GIRLFRiEND, SHE'S NiCE...TAPOS NAGLUTO Si ROCHELLE NG SPAGHETTi, SiNCE HiNDi AKO KUMAKAiN NG SPAGHETTi CHiCKEN AND RiCE NA LANG KiNAiN KO...TAPOS SUMUNOD Si JUSTiN SA BAHAY Ni ROCHELLE, OH MY GOODNESS HE WAS HELLA FiNE TODAY!..NAKAKLAGLAG PANTiE TALAGA!..TAPOS PUMUNTA DiN Si JAY AND YUNG SUPER CUTE NYANG COUSiN NA Si KiM[LALAKE SYA]..OH MY GOODNESS ULiT HE iS HELLA FiNE AGAiN...AS iN SUPER CUTE NYA...HE HAS THAT BADBOY iMAGE..KASO HiNDi SYA MARUNONG MAG FiLiPiNO EH!..PERO OKAY LANG KAYA AYUN PERO ENGLiSH TULOY KAMiNG LAHAT KASi AYAW NAMiN SiLANG NA OP Ni MiMi...BUTi NA LANG Si JUSTiN NAKAKiNTiNDi NG FiLiPiNO!..HAii NAKU TALAGA!..TAPOS AYUN NAGiNUMAN KAMi...AS USUAL LASiNG NA NAMAN Si KYLLE!..KAYA AYUN!...

Tuesday, February 21, 2006
HERE WE GO

• WE WENT TO VALLEJO LAST FRiDAY...SHY AND BADONG PiCKED ME UP, AND WE WENT TO VALLEJO JUST TO KiCK iT...
• KUMAiN KAMi NG DiNNER Ni ROCHELLE & KYLLE SA CHEVY'S HAD A "GiRL TALK"...GOOD FOOD, GOOD COMPANY, GOOD CONVERSATiON
• STAYED AT HOME ALL DAY SUNDAY & MONDAY...NAGTULOG BUONG MAGHAPON, SiNCE JANEA HAS NO SCHOOL FOR THE WHOLE WEEK, HiNDi AKO MAGBABYSiT KAY NADiNE!...

i WANT TO WATCHED BROKEBACK MOUNTAiN, i HEARD iT'S HELLA GOOD!

Friday, February 17, 2006
SOUNDTRiPPiN'

HAii, i'VE BEEN ON MY MP3 FOR 2 STRAiGHT DAYS!...i LiSTENED TO EVERY GENRE iMAGiNABLE...HiP HOP,R&B,POP,ROCK,ALTERNATiVE,OPM,JAZZ,HOUSE,TRANCE, NAME iT i LiSTENED TO iT...GANUN TALAGA PAG BORED NHO!..HAii TALAGA...

HERE ARE THE SONGS THAT i PLAYED OVER AND OVER AGAiN...i MEAN THE SONGS THAT'S STiLL STUCK iN MY HEAD..[LOOK HOW RANDOM iS MY TASTE iN MUSiC]

ALL ERASERHEDS SONGS - i LOVE THiS BAND...GRADE SCHOOL PA LANG AKO PiNAKiKiGAN KO NA SiLA...NEXT TO PAROKYA Ni EDGAR, E-HEADS iS MY ALL TiME FAVORiTE BAND..FAVORiTE KONG KANTA NiLA iS WiTH A SMiLE,PARA SA MASA,MiNSAN AND HULiNG EL BiMBO

ALL PAROKYA Ni EDGAR SONG- i LOVE CHiTO MiRANDA[HE iS MY FUTURE HUSBAND]...i LOVE THE BAND SUPER!...ALL TiME FAVORiTE KO SiLA..

PiNOY AKO BY ORANGE AND LEMON- SiNCE i AM LiViNG HERE SA STATES, HiNDi AKO NAKAPANOOD NG KAHiT iSANG EPiSODE NG PBB, BUT i HEARD iT'S HELLA CONTROVERSiAL..BECAUSE OF THE TORRiD KiSS OF SAM&CHiX..BUT i LOVE THE THEME SONG...PiNOY PRiDE AT iT'S FiNEST..

PARA SAYO BY BOY 2- i LOVE THE SONG!..SO MUCH, AND i'M STARTiNG TO LiKE REAGGAE AND iNDiE MUSiC

BROKEN GLASS SYNDROME BY HALiFAX- i LOVED THEM WHEN i FiRST SAW THEM AT REAL WORLD AUSTiN!...

iM iN LOVE WiTH A STRiPPER BY T-PAiN- i FOUND THE SONG SO CUTE!..WALA LANG PLUS i LOVE T-PAiN

YO & WiNNER BY CHRiS BROWN- CHRiS BROWN iS THE NEXT USHER, YOU CAN'T DENY THAT THE BOY GOT MOVES!...

ALMOST ALL GRiN DEPARTMENT SONG- i FOUND GRiN DEPARTMENT SO FUNNY..ELEMTARY PA LANG AKO LOVE KO NA MGA SONGS NiLA

TALK SHOW ON MUTE & i MiSS YOU BY iNCUBUS - MY FAVORiTE iNCUBUS SONG..i LOVE BRANDON

LiNKiN PARK VS. JAY-Z SONGS- i LOVE THiS COLLABORATiON!...i LOVE TO LiSTEN TO HiPHOP AND ALTERNATiVE, THE COLLABORATiON iS PHENOMENAL!

i CAUGHT FiRE BY THE USED - WALA LANG

CUESHE'S SONGS- i LOVE THE BAND..MY FAVORiTE SONG iS ULAN

NSYNC'S SONGS- i LOVE JUSTiN TiMBERLAKE, THEY ARE THE BEST BOYBAND EVER!...i LOVE ALL THEiR SONG NO EXCEPTiON!

SOUNDTRACK TO YOUR LiFE BY ASHLEY PARKER ANGEL- i LOVE THE LYRiCS!

AT MADAMi PANG iBA...UPDATE KO NA YUNG iBA LATER!

Thursday, February 16, 2006
WHEN BOREDOM KiCKS iN...

TiME STARTED: 1:19PM

1. Full name: HANNAH JOSHUA CONGE LANiLA
2. Gender: FEMALE
3. Birthdate: 08.22.1986
4. How long can you hold your breath?: 20 SECONDS OR LESS
5. DisneyWorld / DisneyLand?: DiSNEYWORLD
6. Favorite color: PiNK,PURPLE,RED,BLUE,BLACK,GREEN
7. Favorite gum: WiNTERFRESH
8. Sports bras or hook bras?: HOOK BRAS
9. Can you swim? SORTA
10. Do you like to swim?: YES
11. Favorite cartoon: ARiEL,TiNKERBELL
12. Favorite Actor/s: JOHNNY DEEP,JOHN CUSACK,JOHN STAMOS,ORLANDO BLOOM,TOM HANKS,FREDDiE PRiNZE JR.
13. Favorite Actress?:ALYSSA MiLANO,SUSAN SURANDON,ALiCiA SiLVERSTONE,RACHEL LEiGH COOK,CHARLiZE THERON
14. Do you have an accent?:NOPE
15. Do you have a job?:PARTiME
16. Do you prefer the sea or the pool?: POOL, BUT i LOVE THE BEACH
17. Do you watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer?:i USED TO
18. Pencil or pen?: PEN
19. Who's better guys or girls?: GiRLS
20. Would you like to own a motorcycle?:NO!
21. Who's the best looking person you know?:none showbiz?... GiRL:PiLAR iSABELLA LAFONTAiNE, GUY: JUSTiN SERRANO
22 The best way to die?:in my sleep
23. do u want to die?:uuhhmmm...
24. Do U like silver or gold?:SiLVER, BUT i LiKE WHiTE GOLD AND DiAMONDS
25. Would you ever go bungee-jumping?: SURE i'LL DO iT iN A HEARTBEAT!
26. When is the last time you dressed up?: MONDAY
27. What did you wear?: BROWN BABY PHAT OUTFiT[i LOOK SO DAMN CUTE]
28. Do you enjoy reading?: YES!
29. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: NOPE
30. Do you think you're attractive??: i GUESS
31. What is your sign?: LEO
32. What movie do you really want to see?:TRiSTAN AND iSOLDE..KASi HANGGANG NGAYON HiNDI KO PA SYA NAPAPANOOD
33. What are your personality traits?: EXTROVERTED,LOUD,BiTCHY
34. What is your biggest wish?:TO BE JUST PLAiN HAPPY
35. What's your biggest fear?:TO BE ALONE
36. Who are your favorite people?:FAMiLY,FRiENDS, HOUSE OF PAiN PEEPS, MY BEST FRiEND KYLLE, AND MY FOREVER BESTFRiEND ARE P.i.
37. Who is the least attractive person you know?: WALA
38. Would you ever have cosmetic surgery?: iF NEEDED, i WiLL
39. Do you like to dance?: YES, YES, YES, i LOVE SHAKiNG MY MONKEY!
40. Do you drink?:YES!
41. Do you do drugs?:NO DRUGS FOR ME!
43. What do you think of people who drink & DRIVE?: JUST BE CAREFULL, DON'T GET CAUGHT!
44. Better to cry or laugh:LAUGH!
45. Do you think men and women can ever be friends without liking each other?:CAN CAN YOU GET ALONG, iF YOU DON;T LiKE EACH OTHER, SO HiNDi KAYO PWEDENG MAGiNG FRiENDS KASi, HiNDi NYO LiKE AT iSAT-iSA..DUH!
46. Do you bite your nails?: YES!..THAT'S MY BAD HABiT
47. Ever been in love?:YES!
48. Do you believe in God?:YES!
49. Did you ever cry over someone of the opposite sex?:YES!
50. Who in your life is your biggest role model?:WALA PA!
51. Do you watch Happy Days?:i DON'T LiKE iT, SO i DON'T WATCH iT!
52.Who was your first crush?: i WAS 3 YEARS OLD, YUNG KAPiT-BAHAY NAMiN DATi, i THiNK HE WAS 19 NUNG CRUSH KO SYA, SO SUPER TANDA NA NYA NGAYON
53. Do you organize your CDs?: NO!
54. Who's your favorite Sesame Street character?: ELMO&COOKiE MONSTER
55. Who is the weirdest?:BiGBiRD
56. Do you sneeze a lot?: NO
57. What is your favorite kind of music?: RAP,REGGAE,HiPHOP,R&B,ACOUSTiC,EMO,OPM..i ENJOY ALL GENRE OF MUSiC
58. MTV or VH1 or CMT(or MUCH)?: MTV&VH1
59. What are your favorite bands: GREENDAY,NiCKELBACK,THiRD EYE BLiND, PAROKYA Ni EDGAR, BOY 2,HALE,SPONGECOLA,iTCHYWORM,SUGARFREE,DASHBOARD CONFESSiONAL,PLUS 44, MYMP, AND A WHOLE LOT MORE..
60. Are you a vegetarian?:HELL NO!
61. Where are you from?: RiCHMOND, CALiFORNiA, ORiGiNALLY FROM MANiLA, PHiLiPPiNES
62. What is/are the best thing/s about you?: i CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH
63. Internet boyfriends girlfriends stupid or cool?: STUPiD!
64. Best places to hang out?: TiLDEN PARK,iNDiAN ROCK, HOUSE OF PAiN, HOUSE OF WAX
65. Do you prefer to date people the same age or younger?: SAME AGE OR A LiTTLE BiT OLDER, i WON'T GO FOR ANYONE YOUNGER THAN ME!
66. What was the last CD you got?: i HAVEN'T BOUGHT CD FOR HELLA LONG!...i JUST DOWNLOAD
67. Favorite TV show/s?: CHARMED,LAGUNA BEACH, THE O.C., MEET THE BARKERS, REAL WORLD, RW/RR CHALLENGE, THERE&BACK, FULL HOUSE, GROUNDED FOR LiFE,MiAMi iNK, iNKED
68. Blondes, Brunettes or redhead?:BRUNETTES!
69.What color are your eyes?: DARK BROWN
70. What is your natural hair color?: BLACK
71. But what color is it now?: LiGHT BROWN WiTH BLONDE STRiKES
72. Would you ever get a tattoo?: YES!
73. Who are you mad at right now?: WALA, i'M A NiCE PERSON EH!
74. Last time you showered?:LAST NiGHT
75. What color are your pants you have on right now?: i'M iN MY PJ'S
76. What was the last thing you said?: "LiGAYA!"
77. What's right next to you?:A TiSSUE PAPER
78. What's the last two digits of your phone number?: cellphone: 38 landline: 91
79. What's the last thing you ate?: RiCE&ADOBO
80. What's the weirdest first name you've ever heard of?: WARLiTA[SOWEE WARLA]
81. Do you like the person who sent this to u?: i DON;T KNOW HER...i JUST STOLE THiS FROM SOMEONE ELSE'S BLOG
82. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: PARiS[SO ROMANTiC], OR SOMEWHERE iN THE CARRiBEAN!
83. Do you have lava lamp?: NO!
84. How many buds are on your yahoo List?: i DON'T KEEP TRACK
85. How's the weather right now?: PARTYLY CLOUDY 40-50 F
86. Brandy or Monica?: BRANDY
87. What did you do last night?: i WAS HOME ALL NiGHT!..SLEPT, AND WATCHED T.V.
88. Last person you talked to on the phone?: ROCHELLE
89. Last person you talked to on MSN?: i CAN'T REMEMBER
90. BSB or N*SYNC?: N*SYNC
91. What song are you listening to right now?: SA LAHAT NG MASA BY: E-HEADS
92. What is your computer desk made out of?:TONS OF PAPER,MONiTOR,PRiNTER, MOUSE, THAT'S iT
93. What's your favorite sport/s to watch?: BOXiNG,iCE SKATiNG
94. Nicest thing you find about the opposite sex: MADAMi EH!...
95: Favorite NSYNC member?:JUSTiN TiMBERLAKE&JC CHASEZ
96: How do you eat an Oreo?: DiVIDE iT iN HALF THE TATAGALiN YUNG WHiTE STUFF, THEN, KAKAiiNiN YUNG TiNAPAY, TAPOS iiPUNiN KO LAHAT NG WHiTE STUFF, LAST KO KASi iYONG KAKAiNiN EH
97. Favorite MMs?: MADAMi
98. Who makes you happy: FRiENDS, AND LiFE MAKES ME HAPPY
99. Favorite song/s?:as of now... NO iT iSN'T BY_PLUS 44,
100. Any Nicknames?: HANCE
101. Do you like school?:sure... i LiKE SCHOOL,
102. Height?:5'2''
104. Do you wear contacts?:NO
105. What was the best advice ever given to you?: iTiGiL MO NA KASi YAN EH!..WAG KANG TANGA!
106. Have you ever won any special awards: BEST SiNGER?
107. What are your future goals: TO BE HAPPY!
108. Favorite food?: CHiNESE FOOD, JAPANESE FOOD, AND ViET FOOD
109. Favorite movies?:as of now --- A WALK TO REMEMBER, CLUELESS, THE NOTEBOOK,SWEET NOVEMBER
110. Favorite girls perfume?: COOL WATER, PARiS HILTON'S THAT'S HOT, CURiOUS &FANTASY BY BRiTNEY, CLINiQUE HAPPY
111. Favorite guys cologne?: COOL WATER
112. Are you shy to ask someone out?: OF COURSE, BABAE AKO NHO!
113. Favorite shirt?: ROCA WEAR T-SHiRT
114. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done??: i CAN'T SAY iT!
115. what would you name your son?: REDWiCK CARLiN, REDMOND CHRiSTOPHER, POLSTER ANDRE, STEPHEN JOSHUA..YAN ANG MGA CHOiCE KO!..OH DiBA ANG CUTE!
116. What would you name your daughter?: PHOEBE EMMANUEL, SiMONE FRANCHESKA, PiPER MACKENZiE, KENDAL LOUISSE, KENDRA MALiA...YAN ANG MGA CHOiCE KO..DiBA MAS CUTE
117. Favorite drink?: NON ALCOHOLiC- WATER, RASBERRY iCE TEA, CARAMEL FRAP, CARAMEL MACHiATO, WHiTE CHOCOLATE MOCHA, VANiLLA LATTE, ROYAL, COKE, SPRiTE ALCOHOLiC- HENNESSEY AND COKE, SEX ON THE BEACH, TEQUiLA SUNRiSE, COSMO, KAMiKAZEE, HYPNOTiQ, MALiBU RUM, ALiZE, SMiRNOFF iCE
118. How long has this taken so far?: 1 HOUR
119. Do you like scary or happy movies?:i LiKE SAPPY MOViES[SAD&HAPPY]
120. On the phone or in person?: iN PERSON
121. Night or day?: NiGHT
122. Winter or Summer?: SPRiNG
124. Kisses or hugs?: HUGS
125. Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: YES!
126. Who do you like right now?: i CAN'T TELL
127. Are you sick of this survey?: HiNDi NAMAN
128. Do you want your friends to write back?: -------
129. Who is least likely to respond?: --------1
30. Who is most likely to respond?: ---------
131. What does the name Justin remind you of?:JUSTiN TiMBERLAKE, AND MY COUSiN JUSTiN
132. Who do you miss the most?: MY FRiENDS iN THE PiNAS
133. What's your favorite candy/chocolate bar?: WHiTE TOBLERON, AND DARK TOBLERON,SNiCKERRS
134. What's your favorite name brand for the opposite sex?:name brand?...
135. How long did this take you?: 1 HOUR 2 MiNUTES

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
iT'S THE 'V' DAY

TODAY iS THE CELEBRATiON OF LOVE!..HAPPY VALiENTiNES GUYS!

Monday, February 13, 2006
NO iT iSN'T

NO iT iSN'T - PLUS 44

Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road
crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
and now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
but both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk
but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
from trying not to speak
so search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation, is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

Sunday, February 12, 2006
CONFUSiON UPDATE

AFTER ALMOST ONE WEEK OF NOT SEEiNG NOBODY FROM MY CREW, NAKiTA KO DiN SiLA KANiNA, i SAW KYLLE, ROCHELLE, AND KYLLE...iN FACT, WE WiLL EAT DiNNER TOMORROW!..SO YEAH...THERE YOU GO...

i'M NOT FEELiNG WELL!, i HAVE A MiLD FEVER!, i THiNK iT'S BECAUSE OF THE STRESS THAT i'M DEALiNG!..OH WELL, THERE YOU GO....

Friday, February 10, 2006
KEEPiNG iT ON THE DOWN LOW!

i'VE BEEN DiSTANCiNG MYSELFFROM THE WHOLE WORLD THiS PAST FEW DAYS...HiNDi PA AKO GUMiGiMiK THiS WEEK, HiNDi PA AKO NAKiKiPAGKiTA SA KAHiT SiNO SA MGA TROPA KO!...i'M SO DRAiNED...i'M SO EXAUSTED...i FEEL SO BLOATED...STiCK A FORK UP MY ASS, BECAUSE i'M SO DONE!

i'M HAViNG A EMOTiONAL BREAKDOWN THAT'S FOR SURE!

THE SAD PART, i DON'T KNOW WHY i'M FEELiNG LiKE THiS!...PARANG NAGiSiNG NA LANG AKO iSANG ARAW, AND SOBRANG GONE NA LANG AKO!

i'M CONFUSED, CAN SOMEONE MAKE ME UNDERSTAND?

Thursday, February 09, 2006
STAY AT HOME TEEN!

i FUCKiN' NEED A NEW CELLPHONE!...MY STUPiD CELL PHONE iS ACTiNG UP!..i ASKED MY MOM iF SHE COULD BUY ME A NEW ONE, SHE SAiD SHE'S GOiNG TO THiNK ABOUT iT[WELL, AT LEAST iS PUTTiNG iT iN CONSiDERATiON]

iT'S BEEN FOUR(4) DAYS, SiNCE i LAST WENT OUT!...i THiNK i BROKE MY RECORD!...i MEAN, ALL i DiD WAS SCHOOL, HOME, SLEEP, EAT, SCHOOL, HOME, EAT...CAN YOU iMAGiNE, i SURViVED WiTHOUT GOiNG OUT!...i'M GiViNG MYSELF A BiG KUDOS!

DAMN, FiVE(5) DAYS TO GO TiLL VALiENTiNES[MY LEAST FAVORiTE HOLiDAY]...THE CELEBRATiON OF LOVE[UP MY ASS!]...i JUST REMEMBERED LAST YEAR'S VALiENTiNE, THE FUNNiEST SHiT EVER!..iT WAS ME,JOYCE,SAM,KYLLE[THE BiTCHESWiTHRiCE] WE ATE DiNNER AT THiS FANCY RESTAURANT, WE WERE ALL "DATELESS", SO WE "DATED" EACH OTHER!..iT WAS SO NiCE, GOOD FOOD, GOOD CONVERSATiON, AND GOOD COMPANY, WHAT MORE COULD YOU ASK FOR? BLA BLA BLA...

i AM JUST WONDERiNG WiLL SOMEONE[BESiDES CLOSE FRiENDS] ASK ME THiS YEAR?...i'M NOT DESPERATE[HELL NO!]...JUST OUT OF CURiOUSiTY!. A MOViE WiLL BE NiCE, A DiNNER, YOU KNOW SiMPLE THiNGS iN LiFE!...i'M DOWN!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006
WHAT A WEEKEND

i FEEL SO SAD TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO DiED AND GOT HURT LAST SATURDAY iN THE PHiLiPPiNES...KAWAWA NAMAN SiLA, ALL THEY WANT iS A BETTER LiFE, AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED!...i FEEL SO BAD FOR THEM, AND ETO NA NAMAN AKO NGAYON KO LANG ULIT NA APPERCiATE KUNG HOW MUCH AKO KA BLESSED...

i AM SO LUCKY NA MY WHOLE FAMiLY iS DOiNG WELL, WE ARE SO BLESSED NA WE ARE TRYiNG TO LiVE THE "AMERiCAN DREAM"...WE MOVED HERE SA CALiFORNiA, ALMOST FOUR YEARS AGO, PERO KAHiT NA NUNG NASA PiNAS PA KAMi, WE DiD WELL, MAMA WAS WORKiNG FOR PHiLiPPiNES ANiMATON iNC., AND PAPA WAS A SEAMAN...WE WENT TO PRiVATE SCHOOL, SUNOD LAHAT NG LUHO NAMiN, WE NEVER EXPERiENCE NA MAGUTOMAN, WE NEVER EXPERiENCE ANY HARDSHiPS THAT OTHER FiLiPiNO'S ARE GOiNG THROUGH...WHEN i WAS iN HiGH SCHOOL i CHOOSE TO GO TO A PUBLiC SCHOOL, MY MOM WANTS ME TO GO TO A CATHOLiC SCHOOL, BUT i SAiD NO!, PUBLiC SCHOOL WAS SOMETHiNG FOR ME, MY CLASSMATES WAS FROM THE "SQUATTERS" OF PANDACAN AND PACO...iT WAS A HUMBLiNG EXPERiENCE, i MEAN AKO ATA ANG PiNKA-MAARTE, YET THEY LOVED ME FOR BEiNG ME!..HiGH SCHOOL WAS SO COOL!, i WiLL DO iT ALL OVER AGAiN iN AN HEARTBEAT!...i MEAN MY CLASSMATES WERE POOR, BUT THEY ARE SURViViNG, THEY ARE PEOPLE, THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE!

SO TO HEARD THE TRAGEDY OVER THE FiLiPiNO CHANNEL WAS REALLY A HEARTBREAKiNG NEWS!...ALL THEY WANT iS A BETTER LiFE, FEELiNG KASi NiLA NA WOWOWEE NA LANG ANG PAG-ASA NiLA, THE PRiCE iS REALLY PROMiSiNG..A NEW TAXi, A NEW HOUSE, AND TONS OF CASH...iT iS WORTH THE TRY!...

THE iNTENSiON OF ABS-CBN/WOWOWEE iS REALLY GOOD!...i MEAN ALL THEY WANTED WAS TO HELP THE PEOPLE!...i SHOULD BE HONEST, i DON'T REALLY LiKE WATCHiNG WOWOWEE, BUT YOU CAN FEEL THAT ALL THEY WANT iS SO HELP!...

AT THE END OF THE DAY, HiNDi MO MASiSi ANG MGA TAO, YOU CANNOT BLAME WOWOWEE, ALL YOU CAN BLAME iS THE "POVERTY"...

Sunday, February 05, 2006
B-i-N-G-O

TONiGHT WAS BiNGO NiGHT AT VALLEJO! $1 PER CARD, $2 iF THE GAME iS BLOCKOUT!...i WON ONE BLOCKOUT GAME!...FOR THE FiRST TiME iN HOUSE OF PAiN BiNGO HiSTORY i WON!

NELLY WENT TO THE PHiLiPPiNES WiTHOUT EVEN TELLiNG US...UNCLE HENRY SAiD iT WAS AN EMERGENCY!..WHATEVER ROCKS YOUR BOAT!

A FORTUNE TELLER READ MY PALM..iT WAS SO FUNNY/CRAZY/SCARY!...SHE FREAKiN' SAiD THAT...i'M GOiNG TO FiND MY "match" MEANiNG, HE WiLL PLAY ME, BUT i WiLL PLAY HiM BACK[and knowing myself...If you fuck me, i'll fuck you harder!]HE iS NOT GOiNG TO BE PiNOY[that is the part of funny/crazy]...THE "scary part" SHE ALSO SAiD THAT iF i DON'T TAKE CARE OF MYSELF i'M GOiNG TO BE A BABY MOMMA iN THE NEAR FUTURE[SCARY HUH?]...i HOPE THAT SHiT WON'T HAPPENED, AND i'M GOiNG TO MAKE SURE THAT iT WiLL NEVER HAPPEN!

Friday, February 03, 2006
GRRR...

KAKAiNiS!...iMAGiNE, MY CELLPHONE iS NOT WORKiNG!...STUPiD PHONE!...BAKiT NAMAN SA LAHAT NG PANAHON..BAKiT NGAYON PA?!...i'M WAiTiNG FOR A VERY iMPORTANT PHONE CALL AND TEXT PA NAMAN!...TONiGHT iS FRiDAY NiGHT...TONiGHT iS GiMiCK NiGHT!...AND BiRTHDAY NYA!...HAY NAKU!..GOOD LUCK NA LANG TALAGA SAKiN!

TONiGHT iS PARTY TiME...iT'S PARTY TiME TONiGHT!

Thursday, February 02, 2006
ONE WORD...HECTiC!

FUCK!...i AM SO PiSSED!...i STARTED MY DAY 15 MiNUTES LATE THAN PLANED...i WAS HUSTiN' HABANG NALiLiGO, AND TO TOP iT ALL MOMMY AND DADDY WAS iN VALLEJO...FUCK TALAGA!...MORAL LESSON: PAG KUMAKANTA NA ANG ALARM CLOCK GUMiSiNG KA NA!

i'M CURRENTLY DOiNG MY CHEMiSTRY HOMEWORK...WE NEED TO DO FOUR(4) CHAPTERS...AND GUESS WHAT? iM NOW WORKiNG ON CHAPTER 2...iN YOUR FACE!...i KiLLED 3 HOURS FOR THAT FUCKiN' HOMEWORK, SO BETTER CHECK THAT SHiT OUT!...MORAL LESSON: STOP PROCRASTiNATiNG!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006
HAiR DOCTOR, BOY BAWANG, FLAVORED LAMBANOG, AND GiNEBRA SAN MiGUEL

FUCK!..DON'T YOU JUST HATE iT, KAPAG NAKAAGAWA KA NA NG SUPER GANDANG BLOG ENTRY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN YOUR PC JUST ACTS UP ON YOU!...FUCK TALAGA!..i JUST MADE A 3 PARAGRAPH ENTRY!...

ERiCK iS BACK FROM HiS MONTH LONG VACATiON iN THE PHiLiPPiNES..HE GOT ME HAiR DOCTOR[WHiCH i BADLY NEEDED]...BOY BAWANG[THEY SAiD iT WAS A CRAZE iN MANiLA, SO MiGHT AS WELL TRY iT]...FLAVORED LAMBANOG[BUBBLE GUM, GRAPE, PEPPERMiNT]..AND GiNEBRA SA MiGUEL...FiLiPiNO PRODUCT iN THEiR FiNEST!

WE WENT TO VALLEJO TO KiCK IT'...AT LAST COMPLETE ULiT AND TROPA, WALA LANG Si JORGE AND DEWEY...AMPHY COOKED OUR PULUTAN!...OF COURSE NAGBULLSHiTAN LANG KAMi WHiLE PLAYiNG CALL OF DUTY ON XBOX 360

i FiNALLY MET JOSHUA, THE DUDE WHO iS TRYiNG TO HOLLA AT ROCHELLE, HE'S OKAY..HE iS NOT ALL THAT!...BUT i'M HAPPY FOR HER THOUGH!

NOTE:
13 DAYS TO GO BEFORE VALiENTiNES DAY!...WiLL ONE OF THEM ASK ME?...i GUESS WE JUST HAVE TO SEE!